Its time....

Well I think I am going to do something today that I have not done in a LONG LONG time. I am going to... hide my scales. Well actually Ill get Ivan to hide them, seeing that if I hide them I will know where to find them when the urge sets in.

I have been working so hard to not stress, I am proud of my worksout over the past 5 weeks. I have been going strong and making it a part of my daily routine. However the down side is that I have been (according to the scale) gaining weight. Its so frustrating. In order for me to push past this, I NEED to give up my addiction... tomorrow??..

Day 1- Going Strong.

MIA

I have been absent lately. Probably some sub conscious thing because I have really been self reflecting. Over the past couple weeks I have really stepped up my workouts. Which I am proud of. Unfortunately I am not seeing the results on the scale. This has lead me to a cross roads. I can either stress, stress, stress about a number and have my whole life defined by it. Or I can make decisions that will make me feel good inside and push away my obsession with the scale .

I feel as though I need that "A-ha" moment. I need to own the victories I make each day ( getting up at 6am today to work out).. instead of spending my time exposing the mistakes.

I just had a birthday... and once again I promised myself that this was going to be "the year".. the year where I saw happiness in the form of a number on a scale. However if its not too late I would like to amend this promise. This year I want to find happiness within. I am so blessed with great friends, a wonderful family and a amazing husband. I really need to own the fact that life is good. I am going to get strong both mentally and physically. One step at a time.

Mini Eggs in three....

Tomorrow is my Friday. Very excited to be going home to visit my parents with my Mr. and Puppy. It is supposed to be gorgeous all weekend! I am talking 17-19 degrees. Whoop Whoooop.

I weigh in tomorrow.. and I am hoping to have something.. I know deep down it wont be alot.. but at the same time it wasn't the GREATEST weeks for me eating and working out wise.

I am reading every ones blags and what I have come to realize is that I need to step up my fitness. I really need to push myself to the next level. I walk every day with the puppy.. but Its not enough right now.

So.. Easter weekend ahead. I FINALLY get to have some chocolate.. more importantly some MINI EGGS.. This was a difficult Lent this year. Those mini eggs are going to be so so so good. I have no doubt I will be enjoying some this weekend.. but I have to ensure I get some AP..and track track track.

Have a WONDERFUL day everyone!

Good Morning Sunshine

Today is Saturday. I love love love Saturdays. The whole days is yours. I am up early today enjoying a coffee.. but thinking how cold it is outside. Definitely going to be hard to motivate myself to go out there and walk the puppy. Luckily for me though he will remind me.

Today is going to be a great day. I will stay OP. I wont go over my points. There is no need to do so. We had a good night out last night.

Here goes a beautiful day!.